fool's blog

2012-01-30T07:39:00.002+08:00

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Did a 5km roller coaster run in the morning. Nvr actually ran 5km be4.. Longest was 4km!! I really had no confidence at all.. Somemore got upslope downslope, and must finish in 26.40.. Its like almost impossible to do 1.. But in the end, I managed to finish in 26.43++ amazing sio! My fastest recorded timing for 4km was 26 min! Now got 5km.. Nice.. My wing comm is 40 year old alr.. And he is like so damn fit. Ran 2.4 faster than most of us nvm.. 5km also pawn us... Even the staff serg in charge of store pawns us.. Haizz.
Afternoon to night did navigation exercise. Day 1 was pretty easy.. Supposed to do 4 checkpoints. But I was only atmy 2nd checkpoint when it rained.. Like wtf.. Heng I got my ans correct and passed the test.. Got 2/2 from the required 2/4.. Then don't have to retake.. But still, when I came out from the hill, I'm soaking wet.. Haizz.. Night navigation was more challenging.. Can't see compass, can't see things infront.. Just walk straight lor.. In the end 1 wrong 1 right.. Still pass.. Go back bunk 11.30 alr..

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Early in the morning started with lectures and talks. I reretested my safety regulations.. Omg! Other than that, whole day do area cleaning.. Sounds like pace slowed down? Haha.. It ended 12.40am.. Nice.. Don't even have time to shower at all..

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Parents visit day. Turned out early in the morning ard 4, barely having 3 hrs of slp.. Got tekan here and there, then up ranked 2 bars.. =) parents visiting the whole morning, nothing much.. Afternoon got some bunk reshuffle, thx to pple like me going to air wing. 4 bags of things to carry around.. Moved to air wing only to find out that I'm moving out of ocs.. And because I din return laptop, I can't go home and needed stay 1 night. But its sad lah.. Have to leave all the charlies behind. But I will be back 3 month later.. =) went back to talk to all of them.. But really feel damn sad.

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Return laptop early in the morning and zao home.. Ocs paused here for me.. And what am I doing now? Lepak at canteen in aftc wait for 5.30 to go home.. Lame..

2012-01-26T23:03:00.002+08:00

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2day had the 2nd high key after confidence jump.. Went to the gas chamber to experience tear gas.. Quite fun actually, doing exercise in chemical defence suit and mask. Look like many many mosquitos.. Haha.. Need to change filter, which I cocked up. Supposed to hold breadth, but I took so long that I decided I shall just take my time and breath.. And last part was to say a string of words without the mask. I managed to do it in 1 breadth, but when the officer ask me what wing, I suppose to ans charlie wing. But I heard what wing as breath in.. So I took the deep breath. That's when the whole effect really kicked in.. When go out of the chamber.. Really like I have been crying for the past hrs like that.. Damn cool.. Its super fun but many pple don't like.. Haha.. Still wanna try it again.. But no chance liao.. Haizz.. The rest of the day all talks.. But at night got a test for training safety regulations.. No1 actually really had the time to study for it.. 80% to pass.. Dunno real or fake also.. Pumping count as of today, 136

2012-01-25T20:27:00.002+08:00

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today had interview for air force engineer. among all 13 pple who went for the interview, my gpa is like on of the lowest. Im totally surprised that i got through it. Maybe it was because i wrote a wonderful essay. The interviewers actually picked out individual phrases from my essay to talk about, and they spent a lot of time asking me about my fyp and the things i learned in poly. Moral of the story, do well in poly to help in interview! and must impress them. my class DASE 24, 4 went ocs this batch. 3 expressed interest for this engineer thing. 3 all passed interview. total 6 passed interview, including me, 3 from my class, 1 of MM top student. wonders of sp. =) having said that. I also quite worried about the contracting. the previous time round, after i signed for me1 when i was in bmt, i din make it to the vocation. today i asked, he told me that ocs overwrites that contract. I just hope that all goes smoothly this time round. So many things comes with the contract. looks pleasing so far. with minimum effort, i can get sponsorship for uni, and if all goes well in uni, i will be earning a 3.5k to 4.5k after i grad. then gonna work for 4 years. sounds cool. but one disadvantaqe. people who enlist 1 batch earlier gets to study this year. they commission before uni starts school but i commission in oct. but on the bright side, i dont have to stand under the sun, in the parade square, and throw my cap, but i do get the sword. =) for people who are anticipating who i wan bring for social night, too bad! no more! i think.. haha.

If i manage to get the contract soon, i will be posted to air wings next week. BYE TO FIELD CAMP AND OUT FIELDS AND ALL THOSE INFANTRY SHIT!!! but guess what am i doing now. still doing my lbv shit, adding armour plate to my lbv.. i think next week i can happily throw it into the store room.. but oh well its just a few days... =)

2012-01-24T21:30:00.002+08:00

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Booking in on a public holiday sure feels fucked up. Its only the 2nd day of CNY and here I am, in camp, at my table, doing the journal that I still owe. The past few days, staying at home, doing nothing. Quite boring on a first book out. Next book out in 10 days, definitly going to have more fun. Tomorrow interview with rsaf, really hope that I can get out of army. And if things go well, I think I have the chance to go study uni on sponsorship.. =)

2012-01-21T16:48:00.002+08:00

5/266!! Hahahaha almost 2% through.. I said that I wan post every day, but there is just so little time now.. Haizz.. In the past 5 days, I had a total of less than 1 and half hrs to myself, including showering and preparing for the following day.. Let's date back to day 1:

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No excercise on the 1st day of coz.. But book in, 1st thing was to drop all personal belongings to the 5 tonner and brought to the wing line, and immediately, we had a parade. Like really what the fuck, we were not even 1 hour in, and they bring us to a parade.. But nvm.. Coz its first time where we get something hanging in front of the chest and something sticking at the side of no. 4.. After the parade, went back to bun for like 3 mins to take a new bag and prepare for lecture.. I had no idea what it was about cos I was sleeping through it. =D and the rest of the day was all doing paper works, some talking by the commanders. At the end of the day, 15 mins admin time.

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Ippt cat test already.. So fast. Pple in ocs standard all so high, its like see already also will improve 1.. My sbj all the while ard 216 only.. Personal best was 220 for once only.. And it it only happened once. Then when I took the test, 1st jump 203.. 2nd 1 225, I was like wtf.. Haha, so, my first silver.. Lectures, recruitment talks. Lectures as usual, not listening at all.. Air force recruitment talk is the only thing that I have benefited from.. Shall not talk too much about it yet.. At night as usual, all the admin stuff. Be4 dinner, went to a 4km orientation run.. 4km!! Wtf. At night, more talks and admin stuff to do.. Ended up with 15 mins again.

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3rd day of ocs, woke up early in the morning, and guess wat, parade again!! Change of school appt holder, don't really care about it, don't concern me yet. But damn it, stand so much longer than pop.. Haizz.. After which, lectures and talks again.. All seems so useless. But have to slp with caution. Heard that if caught will have to confine for 1 weekend.. Army recruitment talk at night got some freebies.. Can use to decorate my room.. Haha.. And this recruitment talk all I gained is that I must die die aim to go artillery.. Shld not take the risk on infantry..

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Morning got an early “turn out” at 4.40am. Kena fucked coz got 2 pple din wake up to report.. But nvm, a few pumpings only. But the main purpose for the turn out is to do tower run and confidence jump. The run up the safti tower is not tiring at all, but the view from the tower, is just magnificant. Quote from 1 platoon mate, he said, when up there, u just feel like smoking.. The confidence jump was fun.. Really really fun.. Jumping off a 5m diving platform. How hard can it be rite? For me, its definitely easy to step off the platform, but its the air time after that which is scary. When others jump, u see them falling for like 1 seconds. But when I jump, I keep thinking y haven hit the water. It feels like 5 seconds of suspense. But at the same time, this is what that gives the thrill. Cny celebration in the morning.. Nothing spectacular.. Not even have chairs.. And must eat lunch standing.. =.= following that, another day of lectures.. Haizz.. At night got the 1st LV lesson.. Lucky enough, our pc was definitely not boring and I'm able to absord the things taught instead of slping.. Ended almost 8.30, spend some time to collect chemical suit from the store man, at the end, 20 mins admin time.. Haha

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Early in the morning, 4km endurance run.. I was surprised that I am able to keep up. =) the rest of the morning was spent doing pacing. Was supposed to finish compass calibration also, but haizz. Other platoons too slow.. We were supposed to book out at 1, but when we return to wing line, it was alr 1.30.. Packed the bunk a bit, had a stand by area. Everything was fucked up. But I din kena pumping at all.. =) when everything was done, we finally got to book out at 3.30.. And it was a long walk to the gate, where I spent 20 mins waiting cab with 3 others, and ended up taking bus home..

Now is day 7 of 266. Considered very early for the first book out.. Haha. Pumping count for me is 96 so far. For pple wondering how ocs is like, 1 sentence to it. More welfare, treated more like human. But totally no time to enjoy those welfare as of now..

2012-01-16T21:04:00.002+08:00

Kk.. Its finally time to get back to blogging. For just 1 reason, to keep track of time for my next 9 month.. Its like I'm gonna go to jail like that, feels so shitty now. I have no idea how it is gonna be like, but definitly not going to be good. Tomorrow will be the first day of the 1st week, I suppose, out of the 38 weeks. I have no idea which day its gonna be the commission day, but for now, just take it as 266 days left.

Starting today, its 0/266, and shall see the numbers get closer and closer. =)

Too much uncertainties. How bad is the situation, whether can go air wing, when going overseas, posting after 3 month, who to find for social night especially, oh and field camp in tekong.. Hais. Really feel like dying. I dunwan to bookout on sat coz I can't get gold for ippt. 9 month in total. How many times can I see those different group of friends. There are so many things that I wanted to do if I was posted somewhere else, but now, all seems impossible. Really hope that I can get a good life after that.

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2011-03-22T01:44:00.003+08:00

OH MY FING GOD!!!!!

WHAT IS THIS!!!!

CONFIRM EXAMINER MARK WRONG 1 LAH!!! How can i get this when i have been thinking that i might fail a module and at most get a C+. JOKE!!! but.. NTU!!! HERE I COME!!!! =D

im now not so much but SLIGHTly above the 10th percentile mark. shld not be a problem. and now, i dont have to rely on that NAA to get me in. =)
i dunno how i even going to slp, maybe just forget it. happy until i tired.. =DD

THIS IS CRAZY!!! but i like it~

2010-10-31T11:25:00.002+08:00

things are looking good!! =) mind being totally clear, able to think properly, and i have been able to come up with many theories myself.

1. always treasure what you have. to ask for more, is putting what you have on the line of losing it.
2. greed brings about both success and failure. If you dont like failure, dont be greedy, but you will never be successful. (ambition is under greed)
3. whenever caught up in a situation, step aside and look at it from a 3rd person view. you will be able to spot many insights which you wont if you keep yourself involved in it.
4. failure from high expectation brings about great grief. little success out of expectation brings about brings great joy.
5. life may sucks at times, but its because of those times, others are great.

one day, they will become great quotes.. maybe they are already...

2010-10-20T01:03:00.002+08:00

i may be the last person the you wants to talk to, but you are the first person who i will want to talk to again. somethings are just missing. i cant tell what exactly is missing, but it is just affecting me. there are many things i want to proof, there are some that i have to proof, and there are some that i may never get to proof. no matter how possible or not possible it is, i will try my best. i have to do to uphold my ego.

2010-10-18T02:13:00.002+08:00

recently i think i have isolated myself away from a lot of people. maybe its because that i know that there are somethings that they would talk about if i were to hang out with them, or, i have a feeling that i have lost faith in something called friendship for now. i am starting to doubt, whether true friendship really exists. to me, a true friend is someone who will never abandon me no matter what i did, will back me up if i am right, and will me out of my mistakes at all cost. however, now i am starting to think that no matter who the person is, there will always be something that can happen and ruin a friendship forever. be it never being friends again, or not being as close as before. many times it had happened before and there are many various causes. in the past, i used to believe that somethings could happen and brings friends closer, but as of now, i have never really experienced it. it makes me think if this is even possible. it happens in drama very often, but life is not drama. life is something that nothing can be compared to. it is something that you will experience once and only once.

sometimes i do dream of things happening and many many dreams on one subject. all of the dreams involve different emotions, but it can be all linked together in a logical way. what is it that is really going through in my mind. is dream a reflection of once emotions and feelings? have you seen something and thought that you have dreamed about it before? are those dreams somethings that will happen in the future? like i care about those things now. i have already decided to leave it to the future yishun to settle. just in case i forget about them, i have sent an email into the future, on the day that i turn 30, to remind me of the things to do, and my personal goals and targets as of now. let the future yishun to decide what to do.

2010-10-11T17:16:00.003+08:00

Many things crosses way with life.
some are good,
some are bad,
some are important,
some are not so important.
some only happens once,
some keeps happening.
some are there until you grab it.
some are there for a instant for you to grab.

when you missed the chance, let go of it. leave it in the past and never look back again. i have stopped blogging on my personal blog. which is a good sign. life doesn't wait for you, and it just keep moving on. clinging on to it, only makes life hard. learn to go with the flow, learn to let go. being optimistic = happy go lucky. sometimes, being in my own fantasy, makes my world unrealistic. then when reality steps in, there comes problem. i shall learn to be a realistic optimistic person. =)

time is all i need...

2010-10-10T11:00:00.003+08:00

Come on ys... just lose faith in life. god created everyone in the world for a reason. and the reason that you existed is for the need of someone to be an idiot, to be a loser. Give up about achieving things in life, you will end up screwing the whole thing up again. just be contented with what god have already given you. whenever you ask for more, god will punish you. this is what your life is about. bear with it, live with it. end it if you cant take it. god gave you 3 chances already. and yet you wanted to push for a 4th. it will not be given. this is the life you have been living for the past 20 years. realise it now if you have not. you are a sucker, you are a loser. you will end your life in this way. dont expect more.

2010-09-11T22:24:00.002+08:00

V long no blog alr... facebook has completely over taken my blog.. but i think its time i should get back to blog. 2 reasons.

1. JASMINE SEO going to do up my blog skin for me!

kind of forgot about it already since i asked her about it like ages ago.. but yeah i shall anticipate the end product. look forward to seeing it. =D

2. Some idiot called Kelly want to bet with me to stay away from fb for the duration of the exam.

so okay lor, cant fb. but hehe. there is blogger! so its alright. 5 days, its nothing.

anywae, in the mid of the exams, AND competition. fighting tomorrow, but not really nervous or scared. just go in and whack as usual? save stamina at the same time?
maybe can lah. dunno. got a new secret weapon, yet to test but hope can be executed.

Exams sux. i have never studied so hard for exams before, yet i buanged my Dip+. heng that it is Dip+. lose 1 cert nia, no need 3.5 in poly. but monday i have paper, and yet, im not free to study. how gg is that?

anywae, shall go study now. will blog at least for the coming week. =D

2010-06-28T23:48:00.002+08:00

come on, its time to update!!! 2 month nvr update already.. world cup half way through. waiting for ghana to lift the trophy..

thanks to facebook, its so troublesome to blog. but, i shall not let it die. holidays are over be4 they even start. diet play half way into success, more than half way through but getting harder though. exercise more eat less lose more.. jiayou.

july is the month that will get a hole in the pocket. thx to such a large amount of output of cash. somemore no more 1250 per sem, sian.. im a poor kid alr..
after 2 more month, im a poor man alr.. haizz..

2010-04-25T22:28:00.002+08:00

1st week of school over alr.. not so bad. c the timetable like so full, but actually quite slack. like wont go home at 5pm. then some lectures already being labeled as ponable. haha.. i did 2 tutorials for my pcem. i think its the last time i do it too. lecturers overall not bad i think. a few quite entertaining. except for the part that fridays ends at 6pm, everything else is fun.

Green day competition won us a grp of 16 pple $500.. haha.. no idea how did we win, but, win jiu dui le!!.

somehow, 1st week everyday leave school after 7.30. a bit sian. 2ml onwards things will change.. haha..

it will be the last result be4 applying for uni. hope can secure a place at ntu.

2010-04-17T03:55:00.003+08:00

i swear, if there is no fb, i would have blogged more!!! holiday ended. school starting in 2 days. SONG BO!! have been waiting for this day!! btw.. the reason y im blogging now is coz that fb cant load. haha..

last year in poly, im old, time flies.. haha.. im gonna be a year 3.. will enjoy it to the fullest.. yet to get a gf which is my 1 of my aims at the start of poly year 1. dont really have any hopes of getting 1 within 1 year, with things going on like this. still there may be miracle, somehow. a look back at my aims back then:

1. Get SP scholarship. Currently in 2nd stage of going interview. A great thx to Jasmine who helped me with my 200 word essay. Thanks a lot...
2. Find a gf in poly. Sounds quite not possible though. Theres only 2 classes that i can mix 2gether with. Good that there is 2. Most only have 1. Y? carlyn de class got 1 is my primary school classmate. Guess where's my primary school? in Bedok. LOL. the world is small indeed.
3. Passing all my exams with crawling colours is enough. Dont really need flying. A is good enough though distinction is even better.
4. Take up 3 cca's: pool, aviation, n robo if got scholarship, n tennis if no scholarship.
5. Industrail attatchment at Airport, hopefully overseas. 7 weeks. Long working life again.
6. Graduate?

1. got it for 2 years, this year still dunno. no idea if the email is sent and did not include me or wat..
2. as stated above. target is there, but not achievable. any volunteers?
3. i think i passed them with still colours.. not moving 1, not even crawling. haizz.. but not that bad.
4. i have only 1, n its none of the above, no time for more, and cca points more than enough. haha
5. already gone.
6. soon~~

looking forward to the new acad year!! looking forward to the last year in tkd in sp!! haha.. enjoying myself so far, but still >.<""..

timetable a bit sux, but im going to attend my full 1st week, then c wat i can pon and do my pon table!! usual task.. 2ml got meh treat buffet. haha.. go slp alr, if not cant wake up in time!!

2010-04-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

very long nvr blog le... watched clannad and felt emotionally down since last week. barely recovering and another dream last night make be feel down again. there are people important to every1 of us. when you loses some1 like that, how would u be like? able to stay strong? regret not having done something? would want to look for some1 to replace that person? waking up everyday thinking abt such stupid things. takes a while for me to sit in front of my laptop and look for other stuff to do. holidays are just so boring and these kind of thoughts fill up the mind. lets just wait for time to cover up the emotions. =)

2010-03-26T13:17:00.000+08:00

finally got another day of break.. sat sun got cks.. not bad, everyone did well. we have a few gold medals, elmo, allen, silver eileen minghao?( cant remember haha.) bronze devester, daryl and me. i was the sand bag for my opponent, kena 3 head shots. his leg is damn long and although he only uses 2 kicks, but HE AIM FOR HEAD!! its like, i dunno how to defend my head, then keep kena by him lah. tried to break the 0 but failed. haha.. but its okay. it was fun and exciting. nothing to regret about. allen got a lucky gold. his quat final opponent last few sec anyhow kick let allen score 1 winning point. from draw to win. finals also, the score suddenly jump from 6 to 8. =.= daryl koed his 1st opponent. omg, that is like damn cool lah, just that his junior cat cant kick head. haha... too bad for him.

on the way back from gyl. 4 days of food fun and laughters. had a lot of fun with my group. things just turn more n more havok as the day passes. 8 meals of buffet, sleeping on the wooden floor of the room. run around the resort, playing sports, paintball, and a lot very fun team building game. get to know a lot of pple, get to learn a lot of things. compared to last years GYL, as a whole, i would prefer this years cohord. a lot of jokers, entertaining every1 every moment. this is the 3rd overseas camp i had in poly. doubt that i have anymore camps that i can go to. Maybe this is the last in the poly. haha. every camp has its memoriable moments. the team mates, game that every1 played together, saboing 1 another, laughing at each other. all of them will be kept in the photos.

anywae, checked my results on the 3rd day of camp. haha. i was like damn reluctant to click the "view results". took me great courage, and a long time in the middle of lunch time to actually click on that link. anywae, not that bad, best sem gpa in the past 2 years of study.. sem gpa of 4.0 will be possible next year.. =)

2010-03-14T03:24:00.002+08:00

2 days of break, slpt through most of the 1st day.. staying late, not doing anything productive, but then, after all its holidays. haha.. endure!! 1 more week. not really that long. a lot things to do, but believe i can pull through. 3 more events. SAFMC, CKS, GYL!!! omg.. cant wait.

went IT show 2day. dont really find anything interesting, main reason being, no money, nothing i want to buy also. haha. harddisk still can last me at least another half a year. so shld be no prob. lots of friends going ns. haha. wish them all the best =D. its 4am now, and later will sleep till dinner time. haha.. now wan go watch confucius le. =P

2010-03-11T22:13:00.003+08:00

song bo. my cat for cks have got the same opponents as ivp accept for my ivp opponent. so got that angmoh from ntu and the other guy who lost to him. omg.. i have only 2 trainings to cks, and dunno really how much i could do in that time and wat can i achieve in cks. haha... really need to improve on a lot of things.

presentation today for safmc. really talked cock, during it. talking things that doesnt even sound believable. haha.. anywae, after the presentation feels much more relaxed. there is only 1 week left until the end of this competition. finally. soon it will be over. holidays coming in 2 weeks. =)

2010-03-09T10:19:00.002+08:00

its officially the 2nd day of holiday, and im still coming to school everyday for the stupid project. its already 3/4 of a year since i really took a break. was kept busy since after the june holiday, sept holiday doing itp, the following holiday doing same thing again. then until next week when the competition over, can finally relax. haha.. actually just to think, its 1 week to holiday!!! soon its over. giving myself a 3 weeks break be4 the new term start. have been to slack for the entire year and dont think that i did well. i wan go ntu. i wan go aerospace. must study hard.. want to make it to nasa somedays. hopefully it can happen. work hard towards my goal~~ =D

2010-03-07T20:03:00.005+08:00

haiz... lost my 1st competition. n i lost it to myself. haven really watch the replay, but, i dunno wat is wrong. nvr been this aggressive be4 even if i tried really hard in the past.

reflections:
did quite a lot of thinking be4 the competition. thought real hard of how to get score fast, how to catch the opponent by surprise, how to fake opponent and then counter him. warmed up, cooled down warmed up again. it doesnt look too bad, especially got the feel like yesterday. i had quite a lot of confidence in myself.

Prepared everything damn early, wore all the guards and padding be4 they even call for the bout. was damn excited to start my bout. finally go in already, become very nervous. cant stay calm. saw my opponent, saw him be4 too, his name is tan wei sheng, same as my class that 1.. he has the look of freddy now to think of it. he really looked damn familiar. talked to him a while, then 1 bout be4 mine, sir jb told me, dont give him distance, fight half way no stamina, can win de. what i usually do during sparring training, i hardly even get caught out of breadth, wait for chance then go, not even attacking, just trying to defend myself. so i thought the stamina part would be okay.

when at the side of the mat, be the bout start, he reminded me again. can here pple cheering for me.. 3 distinct voices, 1 from the team, 1 from guoshu coz she pronounce my name diff from the others, 1 i thought was from keli, but i think its from some1 who was lagging from the rest. nvm. that 1 leave aside.

finally, be4 fighting, wat i remember seeing was like some places in heaven, like very bright, shiny and borderless place, like an empty space. inside there were only 4 objects. me, opponent, mat and the score board. and that time my brain was all blank. all i know that i shld do is to score his padding, to whack him, to gain as many points as possible. n chionged. really chionged. kicked 2-3 times the no. of kicks that i would kick in 1 round. until its the break, im leading 3-0. i thought, wow, not bad ar.. haha.. going win liao, then walk back to sir, suddenly realise that im trying hard to catch my breadth. i had no idea i was struggling with my breadth. had done nothing that i had wanted to try, had not followed any instructions. that was when i told myself, that i need to slow down the pace for round 2. try to keep close to him.

when round 2 came, same thing happened again chionging like a bull, aiming for the blue padding. exchanged kicks, quite a few goood kicks i felt, and ended the round still leading. cant remember the score. maybe 7-5. omg. at that time i really felt like dying. gasping for air, thats all i felt. still, same instructions from sir.

round 3 is the self pawn round. still leading, by at least 3 points. still with the same mentality, with the same things that i saw in round 1. only that this time, had a much harder time, throwing my legs. almost completely out of energy. he caught up, and some point of time, he overtook with a score of 11-10. that was when i panicked. trying to catch him, but instead letting him take another 2 points. i had always told myself be4, nvr to chase without thinking at opponent when time is running short. but somehow, my instinct all took over. maybe i was overconfident. until there was like ard 30 secs left, i thought i could use my BT making it obvious to fake him. it did work, 3 out of 3 times, but i did not even think of how to counter after he got faked n side step. 15 secs left i decided to slow down. catch him with 1 head kick, and score the 3 points to draw. when the clock was close to 0, i tried, but cant even lift my leg high enough.

the whole bout shld end in ard 6 mins. but it feels like 15 mins, with each action happening almost instantly. every kick every block, all happens in a split instant. maybe that is the pace of the match.

lost mainly coz of my lack of stamina. n its a stupid reason which i thought wont exist. i remember asking quite a few senior in the past tournaments. sparring where got so easy no stamina 1, it last only 6 mins.

from win to lose. charging like mad when i can keep the pace slow n steady and find my chance when i was leading by 3 points. taking a lot of direct hits to my arm which is now damn pain, felt like muscles tearing. a lot of things that i wont normally do when training. nvr felt the pressure of having to score points under a time limit. the 1st fight had taught me so many things. daryl, minghao, sirs, keli, weilang, all said things that i could have done to win the match so easily, instead screwed it up. keep thinking about it after the last bout of the day. felt even more sux. it just sux. it sux to lose this way, made it even worse when pple come telling me that i could have just won. i told myself, that i wanted to win at least 1 bout. not to just get a useless bronze when its already there for me. come on, that bronze is like being so sarcastic. seems like saying that u r lousy, but i wan u to go up to the stand to collect the medal, n the medal that u get is a confirmation that u r lousy. 4 pple in the cat and u cant win even the 1st bout. really wanted to make myself absent during the award presentation. even cried on the bus back. so weak rite. if only there would be some1 at my side lending me a ear and a shoulder... talking to me, consoling me.

on another account, i find competitions being so fun. i was having so much fun in my bout, despite losing it, until i started thinking that i could have won. it was great talking to my opponent. taking some1 that u lost to as ur future opponent and try winning them in the next match up. competitions are great except for the losing part.

will work a lot on my stamina in the holidays. and head kicks are proved to be important in competition. train on mentality and spar more, keeping cool and waiting for the right opportunity. dont really expect much from cks. but nationals will be great...

right now, i only want to slp.. maybe watching anime may help too..

2010-03-06T23:27:00.002+08:00

2ml is the day. 1st time fighting, hoping for a gold. was quite on form 2day, haha. hopefully 2ml can keep it up then can win. lets wait for the good news 2ml.

day 1 poomsae was great!! guo shu got a bronze medal for us and it was like so long since the last medal in poomsae. feels to like singapore going olympics and getting a medal. LOL. day 2 yz as usual got a gold medal. aiya.. he so zai, scared he dont get meh.. =.= so thats it.. 2 medals for 2 days..

exams are over!!!! dont bother thinking abt how i did. i cant even remember a single question that i did.. not even mcq. haha... thats how poly is like. =)

2010-02-28T02:55:00.002+08:00

haha... finally started studying CA!!! i can do it.

March holiday will be a long and occupied 1... full occupied all the way until 29th for now.
1st thing after exam, IVP, then prepare for safmc until 19th, then cks, 20, 21st, GYL Camp 22-25th, n some other outings.. that only leaves me having 2 weeks of rest.. haizz.. hope i can pull through.

2ml is another long day out.. will have to reach home asap then can chiong, at 11 catch man u match.. chelsea lost 2day!!! so happy. haha...

2010-02-27T00:16:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!! CA PAPER IS ON THE 1ST MARCH!!! I THOUGHT WAS 2ND!!! HAVEN STARTED PREPARING!!!

okay.. 2ml gonna chiong overnite liao.. its time to get intense.. 18 hrs of study a day.. for the next 5 days. self training on thursday nite.. self training on friday nite, and train again on sat nite.. try to get into the best condition for ivp. no feel recently. cant kick properly.. haizz.. 1st tournament cant just anyhow anyhow go in n whack.. must win.. haha.. jy to all fighters too. and poomsae team n individual.. will go down and support 1, so better win a medal. if not i will be huai ren n start scolding people.. MUAHAHAHAAH!!!!! the coming holiday will be so packed. guess i will only get to enjoy it after 25th March.. thats like... 3 weeks after exams end. then can only enjoy 3 weeks of holiday. nvr had such a busy holiday be4.. not even during itp and last holiday chiong fyp.. 1 more year to go in poly.. c all the year 3s going grad, wish i can grad now also.. ahahahaha

2010-02-26T02:11:00.002+08:00

poly 2nd year left 1 more week.. haha.. 3 papers next week and yet to study for them.. feel so gged but its okay.... once a term. nvr do tutorials, nvr listen in class, n to this point of time, its always a headache.. but its okay, try to catch all the work up in 3 days.. for 3 modules.

ivp in another week, feeling very excited. haha. finally get to fight after so long. no confidence, but will try, sir jb controlling my drink, no gassy 1. 2 days ago while chionging maths wanted to drink beer, but its gassy!!! haizz.. after sparring, im gonna drink all i want.. LOL.. nvr train enough, no time to train when coming to exams. lazy to train >.< gaining a lot of weight, for no apparent reason. haiz. shld change my daily routine to get more slp and energy.. im still awake at this kind of time to study..

I will fight my 2nd bout. =)
somethings i would want to know the ans, but nvm, life is about surprises and new things, some things are better off not known..

2010-02-23T02:55:00.003+08:00

when i wake up, it will be the 1st paper... playing through the week, slacking throughout, nvr really study.. panic also no use.. haha, so might as well, just go along with the flow. ACS not so bad.. tutorial at least got listen. CEM for 2ml is really gonner. think i will get yet another D. y do i score D for cem so easily. its like a few more marks its C a few less its fail, but i have been getting D for quite a while.. omt.. 2 more weeks, be busy n its over. =)

2010-02-18T00:10:00.002+08:00

2 more days until the official end of term and start of exams.. things to complete in this 2 days:
1. CA report.. damn lazy do.. then some pple go write a whole file of report for a 10% pbil... lol..
2. Study for ammp quiz. wah.. 10% already gone from mst liao... although practical over liao but we dunno the results.. if the quiz cant score well, i will be guarenteed to lose a A.
3. 700 word essay.. oh my tian.. a lot sia.. friday 5pm due. damn difficult.. can only try to chiong finish it in 5 hrs on friday.. haizz

revision status, or rather studying status, coz its my 1st time looking at the book.
ACS: finished the 2 papers last week.. but forgot about everything already.. =) need mug again during the weekend.
PCEM: studied 3 type of questions out of 5 already. passing shld be no prob.. since the past few times, the result is Cs and Ds, the grade doesnt actually matter. it might be better off not to show my cert.
CA: haven dont anything. still lagging at mst.
EM: haven study also. glad its on the 2nd week of exams. so far for the past 3 sems all nvr study, n manage to get B.. shld be happy. but wan higher gpa.. =)
Physics: shld be okay.. haven study, but contents not difficult.

mug for another 1 week... then, its freedom!!!!

2010-02-14T19:35:00.002+08:00

14th Feb, yet another day alone at home, even when its cny at the same time, im still at home. haizz. this year going 20 liao. teenage life like this gone already. around so many couple, c liao so xian mu. haha.. dunno y also, just feel that got some1 beside that can talk to, talk about anything, will be so good. failures makes 1 loses confidence, loses faith, loses the courage to try again. there is that some1 that exist, just that, 如果会失去，不如不要拥有。it just isnt worth trying, im not the 1 for her =) 1 more year to poly grad, after that got 2 year ns, becos of that stupid 2 years, relationships seems not quite possible. wait another 3 years? go uni then find? i would be 23 by then. haizz. if go uni, grad when 26/27. i aim to get a nissan GTR by 30. 3 years, enough? be4 that must get houses n everything, maybe 7 years down the road, i will make few 100k per month? haha.. daydreaming is good. it gives u something to look forward to, when it doesnt happen, new dream will arise. issnt that what makes life interesting? full of unknown. I dont believe in fate, neither do i believe in myself. what do i believe in? i dunno. 365 days to the next valentines day.. ENDURE!!!!

2010-02-11T03:13:00.003+08:00

wah. very long nvr blog le.
recently damn stressed abt IVP and my SAFMC. stay in school everyday till like 10+ then reach home liao write email here n there. couldnt slp until 1+ 2+...

Exams coming and i have totally no time to study for it. so far only finished 2 papers. and next week got 3 days of holidays. hopefully can catch up the whole of pcem in 2 days.

no progress for anything. form dropping for training. heli cant fly well, still got a lot of adjustments. smses not getting replied. studies not done. labtests screwing up. haizz..

3 more days its cny, n so is vday.. its going to be another year spent alone. next year will always be better.. hopefully=)

2010-02-01T02:32:00.002+08:00

oh my tian.. exams is in 3 weeks time... i will leave my psp n my laptop games for now... chiong full speed ahead.. try to get at least a 3.8 for this sem.. good luck. to every1 else too.. ^^ going to cover the past 4 weeks' stuff in like 1 week. hopefully.. >.<"

2010-01-26T23:47:00.003+08:00

sian.. 2day meeting.. c the result.. damn depressed... haizz. cant lead well, cant infuence others, cant even scold pple.. im just too good, no 1 piss me off, n when i really want to scold pple, i cant even bring myself to do it.. too good to the extent that its bad.. sometimes, really feel damn helpless.. if i can be like mh.. can gan pple, i might have felt much better. now i realise that, a person need to have tolerance, cant be too high cant be too low.. i shld learn to have anger. now everything cant even just throw out... no 1 to throw to, no place to throw to. c if i can do it on friday bah..

2ml is a better day.. =)

2010-01-21T01:41:00.002+08:00

damn tired these few days... ever since back from training camp, everyday no energy.. haiz..

training camp was tiring.. 1 full day n 1 night of training in short, din fall out despite feel like dying... lucky nvr die.. if not dunno how jh going to write the report.. haha.. feel like giving up on the 2nd day, right from the start.. hanged on, trained on.. until to a extent that once my heart beat become faster, my ribs will feel damn pain. din know wats going on, din care either.. since i last said that there will only be black out, i die die must hang on.. need to post as a good image be4 other juniors also.. anywae, lasted the 2nd day.. that night, even the super mushroom guo shu also feel sick.. 3rd day selections.. feel that i fight pretty well, nvr felt so good be4, without having my 4-5 secs blood lust, still managed to gain the upper hand against chk.. devester de head kicks is so scary that he managed to made me do side step.. ^^ a bit worried abt the pattern teams.. still far from ivp standard.. but.. 1 month, wan train is can de.

after the training camp, my jie also sick, munyee also sick, rodi, zhao xiao and liming also.. all fever.. guo shu, MUST BE U LAH!! but nvm.. already sick liao.. recover fast n come back for training jiu hao le... gui rong leg broken.. haizz.. next time must promote fighters to drink milk, grow stronger bones... every1 rest well... still got grading also. n a lot of other things.. hope to c u all at training ground.. ^^

exam going to start le.. in 1 month.. haven even touch anything of this term yet.. like that carry on sure die 1.. 2ml will pon most of the day.. only going for maths.. morning will do self studying.. ^^

2010-01-17T18:50:00.001+08:00

just back home.. slp time.. will post later.. =D

2010-01-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... Wifi phone is good... Can post so late at school.. =D

2010-01-14T08:32:00.000+08:00

Omg... Im in school now... Damn early damn tired... Wanted skip 1, but still wan get money next year, so come lor... The rest of the day will be damn slack lah... Just wan go home slp... Haha... Must slp well 2day, then training camp wont suffer so much... Hopefully i dont get to fall out...

Lots of dateline to meet... Jy!!!!

2010-01-09T03:15:00.002+08:00

wah sian.. fyp damn hard to do.. haizzz.. stuck at this point for very long liao...

my psp charger spoil also.. wtf.. damn sian lah.. haizzz..

2ml demo, damn scared that cant break the board.. if nvr break how? sure die 1.. its okay.. 7 more weeks jiu holiday liao.. 8 move weeks ivp over.. 10 more weeks competition over.. then can enjoy..

jyjyjy.. endure!!!

2010-01-03T21:19:00.002+08:00

last year was not so fruitful, but its fun.. =D

some of the major events. nothing much in the 1st term.

1. IVP. trained okay.. but others are better.. ^^""
2. National Poomsae train n train n train.. SILVER!!!!!=DD
3. ICTO.. went kl, had a very big exposure, the trip is fun, tetarik at mid night have to wait for 40 mins, with sir cc n daryl. saw some very inspiring pple as well.
4. Whaompo. again train n train n train. din do well, but somehow the team got gold. credits to the other 3 =D
5. christmas eve at sherwyn hse. his parents n his sis, omg, they are all so re qing.. haha..
6. last le.. new year count down. again, same reason.

not a lot of events. all tkd stuff. LOL. a lot things got pushed back n had to wait till the end of this acad year.

achievements:
1. get another year of free schooling.. =DD
2. silver for National Poomsae.
3. Gold for whaompo.
4. got into comm.. din planned to.. din expect to.. ar well, its still an achievement

again so short... haizz.. lets hope this year have more, coz i will be a brown belt.. ^^

more to anticipate this year.

1. training camp
2. Last year of free schooling hopefully.
3. IVP
4. GYL hopefully.
5. LTC camp for scholars? is there 1?
6. SAFMC!! not doing very well now.. the progress is very slow, n yet, with the start of the term, we cant really do much. thinking of bringing it home n do..
7. CKS?
8. national poomsae?
9. whoampo... (free cca point).
10. LTC again.

arh.. too much le.. lets stop at 10.. that is more than enough for a year.

personal aims:
1. get gpa higher... go NTU...
2. train harder.. theres only black out, no fall out.
3. continue my search for soul mate. its just something for me to anticipate.. din really try at all for once.. ^^

POLY LIFE IS FUN!!!!!

2010-01-03T01:10:00.003+08:00

many many 1sts of 2010

first sec of 2010: at sherywn's living room with his mum, his dad, his sis, him, allen, devester, ding qi, jw, mh, me, daryl, zhaorong gs, elieen, johnboy, sir cc,n his wife. n KELI lah hor...
first food of the day: bbq chicken wing.
first soft drink of the year: coke.
first alcoholic drink of the year: whisky.
first electronic game of the year: wii guitar hero
first card game of the year: bridge.
first sentence of the year: "HAPPY NEW YEAR"
first rest of the year: on sherwyns sofa for like 20 mins, then went out to the swing.
first lunch of the year: prata near sherwyn hse.
first cycling of the year: with sherwyn, mh, allen, devester, ding qi, jw, mh, gs, zhaorong. N KELI also...
first accident of the year: keli fell of the bike
first dinner of the year: at long beach sea food restraunt.
first slp of the year: lasted 14 hrs.. good start

more to come.. ahahahaha

2010-01-01T21:21:00.002+08:00

went sherwyn hse for count down again.. allen, ding qi, devester, me, jw, mh, keli, zhao rong, guo shu, daryl, eileen, johnboy, sir cc n his lao po.. wah... so many pple gathered there.. omg.. eat bbq food, as usual im the bbqer again... chicken wing, fish, otah, satay, pork ribs, prawn.. wah, a lot of food sia.. eat dao siao... half way bbqing inm chiong in the hse count down 5 4 3 2 1.. haha.. damn stupid.

played bridge taught new pple bridge, next time easier find pple play liao. played guitar hero, which i sux at guitar. even drums are easier, n pawned daryl. drank a lot.. 3 n half glasses of whisky, 4 glasses of red wine, 3 glasses of choya. now i know my limits is more than that.. i have no idea of how much i can drink.. played mahjong also. mh fake hu after drinking the whisky. damn stupid.. then another table at the side playing bridge also bua a lot of stunt.. damn funny.

slowly 1 by 1 fall. eileen left with johnboy when he fell for the 1st time. last 4 man n woman standing are me, jw, keli, zhaorong. play mario cart.. play until 7 am or issit 8 i dunno.

slpt for 2 or 3 hrs, slpt till neck damn pain, then woke up talk cock. after 11, when every 1 including sherwyn the family woke up, we went to eat prata. its nice de lor. his parents paid for it. 15 pple each 1 egg prata 2 plain prata. then that guo shu go anyhow suggest go wat cycling.. LOL.. imagine so many pple slept less than 4 hrs, go cycling under such a hot sun.

nvr the less we went. daryl din go. 10 pple 2 cars. go all the way from yck to ecp, things all left in the car, go borrow bike. the person who proposed to go cycling din know how to cycle, or maybe i shld say forgot how to cycle.. spend a while teaching her.. mean while allen n zhao rong went explore.. they din make it back to start off with us, so we left for changi village without them. i very relax de.. last man, dont need to chiong, go at a slow pace, not tiring also, just nice. when we like half way through, we called the 2 leavers n told them to find us along the way to changi village. we only had 4 hrs, when half the time passed, we only had less than 3 km away from the destination but too bad.. no time.. must get back to the shop at 6. so headed back.. we were already at the end of changi airport. haizz.. meet zhao rong n allen on the way back.. then slowly cycle, still last man, slowly slowly cycle.. ahaha.. guo shu din fell down at all when i supposed she would.. keli feel 1 time instead..

cycle finish returned bicycle. every1 ready go home liao. SHERWYN DO STUNT!!!!! HE SAY HIS PARENTS ARE DRIVING DOWN TO TREAT US DINNER!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!!! siao.. ECP THERE... RESTRAUNT... ALACART!!!! omg sia.. just think, we ate bbq food by them, we drank alot.. we make a lot of noise at night. we ate prata, we took their car, then now eat dinner again.. n confirm x x de.. too overwhelming.. even allen ask pai seh.. but nvm, all stayed and ate.. 2 crabs, fish + a lot others.. sherwyn de mum said me n keli like siblings.. HAHA!!! damn funny.. i shall call her sis from now on.. actually hor.. the feeling not bad leh.. she pei he hor then like i got a real sis.. omg.. so touched sia.. wat if i really got a sis. my life would be more fun lah.. terance will be my training ground de jie fu... my plate has always been constantly refilled by devester.. my jie also refilled it once.. LOL

cabbed home with gs n zhao rong after that...

best new year ever, best christmas also.

some random facts:
sherwyn de sis is very talented.. omg.. damn imba..
jw knows how to play piano.. 5th grade, no piano face.
gs learn piano be4.. no piano face again.
daryl will get very high n keep talking cock when he drink
allen is a lifeguard, i thought got size limit.
i'm noisy when playing game, thx ar gs.
devester keep help me fill up my plate..
even police man like zhao rong will do a lot of funny funny stuff.
sherwyn dont add his sis on fb.. LOL
keli is a black hole.. omg...
"wat happened" is a very classical phrase.

still got more de.. confirm.. but i think i forgot..

2009-12-27T00:39:00.002+08:00

omg.. christmas eat like siao... unlimited food for the whole day.

noon went sir robin hse. catered food. A LOT SIA!!! then sherwyn cut the ham for me also cut until like 2cm thick. =.= his hse.. really a lot of throphy and a lot of figuring also.. omg. the cabinate like so full lah. go there.. eat play talk crap gl pple. haha.. damn fun.

went sherywn hse at 5+ like that. 1 car sit 6 pple =.= 2 middle 1 welter 1 bantam 2 fin =.= cramp the car like mad. turn also damn hard to turn. go there liao, play wii. c allen play until so serious, in the end also keep losing mario cart.. LOL FOOD!!! nasi lemak.. like free flow de lor.. n its damn nice.. home cook de.. OH YES!!! and his mum make damn nice banana cake. talk eat talk eat. got 11 pple there.. training sometimes also dun have so many lah.. haha.. go back that time sherwyn send us to yck mrt.. he tested the limit of the car, setting off with 2 middle 1 welter 3 bantam 1 fly.. even more squeezy.. yz the joker lah.. go whack pple car roof.. lol.. nvr drive a car with yz in it... LOL

2009-12-22T23:56:00.002+08:00

wah.. 2day damn off form.. dunno y, cant kick properly. 2day train pattern.. okay lah, already know it liao, so nothing much.. hmm.. shld i take part individual pattern? looks fun leh. lol. omg.. i want to get double.. then after ivp can go for black.. ahahaha.. can skip chiljang also.. hahahahahahaha....

2009-12-20T02:31:00.003+08:00

嗨，圣诞节还有5天。每年一个人孤零零的度过这一天，泡在家里什么也不做，就这样混过去。本来就没有多少朋友可以一起出去，也习惯了。一般也就是跟着那5-6个中学朋友出去逛街，寻找美食。

去年的12月一点也不好过。今年也不期盼着什么。还是那一句话，期望越高，摔得越痛。不抱着期望，人生中是好混一点。一年又要这么过去了。还是没有任何成就。做任何事都做不好。下了决心，到最后还是放弃了。一天一天的过去，越来越觉得自己没用。读书也不知道是读来干嘛的，两年来，一直都是认为读书是为了考到好成绩，考试开始前一个星期拼了命的读，靠晚了，全部都还给老师。上的课一天比一天少。8点开课，可以9点，或10点去学校。有时就干脆不去了。跆拳道学来学去，一点也不觉得有进步。有时真的是越练越灰心。不过，总觉得在家打电脑不如学学其他的。第一年所设下的目标也无法达到。也觉得努力没用，算了吧。一直都认为人生顺其自然。有什么过意不去的，任何不理想的事，只要看得开，一切都好过。也可以把这叫做借口吧，能过得开心一点又有什么不好呢？

永远有时这个概念。不开心就睡觉，明天会跟好。今年过不好，混过去，明年再去做想做的。今天发生了什么都好，总有个明天。今年就让他成为过去吧。

2009-12-17T21:54:00.002+08:00

haizz.. dont feel well for some stupid reasons... nvm.. dont talk abt it..

spend the whole day in school making a stupid box.. not perfectly done, n still have to improve it. omg.. so tiring lah.. 2ml still must go school do pbil.. 9AM AGAIN!!! having to wake up 8+ during holidays.. it sux. but, xi guan jiu hao. training also.. shld ask them start pattern training liao.. 2 months is seriously too short to train for IVP.. dunno how they will manage..

haizz.. just want to slp n get over with the rest of the day.. dont think too much dont expect too much.. 2ml will be just another day.. let it be over soon bah..

2009-12-16T23:53:00.002+08:00

singapore is too small.. on the way to ngiam's chalet, met fcw at white sand. omg.. 2 pple living at the west side met at extreme east side. so qiao.. haha..

2day nvr do fyp. get to slp until 2. chiong down to bbdc take BTT.. omg, nearly late sia... i was the 2nd last person in the row.. started at 3.15, i walked out at 3.30.. 50 MCQ but so much easier than AMMP!!! for those who in sec school got CME exams, i think its even easier than that.. that book i read through less than half of it only. LOL. AMMP read 2 times also cant get good results.. yeah, anywae i passed it. Going find instructors to start prac.. then go take my FTT when i free lor.. hope be4 march next year jiu can get license.. ahahaha..

went gniam's chalet, nvr stay overnite.. actually got bbq 1.. but all the food finished up on the 1st n 2nd day.. 2day was the 3rd.. got 8 pple initially.. then a few on the way.. but dunno got like another 8 pple.. OMG n we only got 2 PIZZAS!!! haha.. totally got owned...

2ml need go school again.. wah... must wake up damn early sia.. this is so not like holiday.. T.T

2009-12-15T02:53:00.000+08:00

Yay... Got new phone... LG Crystal, the transparent keypad is damn cool... 1st time us hp totype an entry... Its like damn ma fan lah.. But its fun..

yay... Mst endes... No need really touch books, but must go school do fyp.. Progress very slow... Dont think will get ro enjoy this holiday bah... Nvm lah, do more next year slack more...

Last sundays training was though, but i din fall out... The tiptoe half squad was imba... x100 somemore... Leg aching... Later still got training.. C how bah, time to slp...

2009-12-08T22:10:00.003+08:00

OMG AHTOO U IMBA SHIT!!!!
threw a crushed paper into a bin that looks like THIS:

from the opening at the SIDE, more than 8M AWAY!!!!

wtf..

it really went in..

after that 1st shot went in, me shawn n ahtoo tried for like 30-40 times, not once, it went in. ^^

EM was quite unexpected.. can do though, but the questions lay out and the overall difficulty was much more difficult than any past year paper..
2ml going for AMMP!!! AHAHAHAHA!!!! go in tikam tikam... play abcd, and hope that can get a pass for this 20%.. 60 mcq not easy.. 1 question 25%...

2009-12-07T01:28:00.003+08:00

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

another meteor shower coming.. 13th to 14th.. this time must go out pick good spot n really camp for it liao. roy saw the previous 1 n said its very nice.. cannot miss this chance liao..

physics paper in 7 hrs.. still awake.. haven even prepare finish yet still not studying.. haizz. went to school 2day with mh to study.. funny rite, 1 from bedok come to school to study.. this is called hardworking.. ahaha

count down:
4 more days to change hp
5 more days to end of mst
19 more days to Christmas, though nothing much to look forward to.. haizzz

LG GD 900 or LG GC 900 omg.. damn ex sia...

just saw things from my nuffnang account.

YUZHE!!!! HOW COME TOP VISITS COME FROM UR BLOG DE SIA!!!! LOL

2009-12-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

wah.. 2day training damn tired... nearly fainted half way. i think its the dinner fault.. shall not eat dinner again be4 training.. the training no kick for me, literally, kick dao kena sai.. back pain, spine pain, knee pain.. whole body joint like wan tear like that.. haizz... a lot things to settle also.. omg.. must zhen qu let blue belt fight for coming ivp.. next week test liao. maths study finish liao, n it seems the easiest for this sem. haha... CHRISTMAS NEARING!!! enjoy enjoy...

2009-11-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!!

haizz.. holiday so full. 19th to 22nd dec busy, tuesday friday sunday training day, and practically, every days is project day. OMG OMG OMG!! CHRISTMAS IS ON THE 25TH, ahaha, who dont know. want to find a girl to spend 24th leh. but haizz. 2 years of poly life, din gain anything. no1 would want go out with me de lah. lonely chrismas eve. jio any1 also no use 1.. haizz.

exams coming liao, no mood study at all. always, 1 week be4 test start to do paper.. n the real time that i learn much things is the exam week, studying 1 module 1 day be4 its test date, and that 5 days, will pass on the knowledge of the lecturers to me, but after that 5 days, i will return it to them. feels so AC.

2009-11-28T01:46:00.003+08:00

OMG account in active for 90 days.. pictures not there? signed in still okay leh.. sian diao.. 2ml come c if still like that go update url liao.. haizz...

just took a walk back home from JE coz i missed the last bus from AMK n train from JE.. pretty long walk. and have to walk past so much ulu ulu de place.. haha.. money will not be spent on taxing.. ^^

2009-11-26T01:18:00.003+08:00

ahaha.. just got my np friendlies video.. THX TO RUI FEN!!!

must improve on a lot thing sia.. direct switch de pose too ugly liao... must change.. jumping turing must evolve into double turning to head lvl then learn aaron cook that ko kick.. WOOO!!!! then can KO OPPONENT LIAO!! FOR IVP!!!

2009-11-23T03:48:00.002+08:00

2 weeks to mst. yet to start to chiong... omg.. feel so gg. this week must complete half of the past year papers.. 2ml going to pon another morning of lessons.. slp well, chiong in the afternoon in class.. ^^ 2ml going school for 2 hrs of tutorial i guess..

2009-11-21T00:01:00.002+08:00

omg... so long nvr spar liao.. then suddenly yesterday spar 2 day spar.. wah.. damn shuang.. but, i dont think i learnt anything new.. things are just like the same.. YH say speed got improve leh.. but i feel its like really slow.. LOL dunno lah.. maybe i train too much until i siao liao.. left leg dont think anymore daiji liao.. but, everything starts from 0 again.. its the 3rd time, n i dont like it. left leg damn spoiler.. then sparing, give me zhar bor as opponent, DONT DARE KICK SIA!!! walao.. BREAK THROUGH!!!! my BT TOUCHED sir deves de padding... 1st time it touch a padding omg.. the feeling so shaung... nvr touch be4.. haha..

taking a long long long long break from training for like 3 weeks. maybe get jw mh they all go train for some time bah...

going learn flight sim.. HAHA so shuang ^^ it was wat i aiming for when i came to sp in the 1st place.. LOL.. so no ambition rite. its okay.. i like jiu hao.. FYP confirm le also. YES!!!! can start to chiong.. n slack a lot next year. wont be like the current year 3s nvr come training then go do FYP.. i PROMISE i will get 100% attendance next year also. so far for this year is 100%. haha.

past year papers are helpful!!! will get 4.0. at least.. TRY TO =D

2009-11-18T04:24:00.002+08:00

this is stupid... stayed up so late to catch a glimpse of the meteor shower... too lazy to step out of my house, trying to c any meteors. identified LEO in the sky, identified the radiant of the meteor shower, identified the possible places of appearance of meteor, but dont think i saw any... saw some very faint trails i think, but maybe its just my imagination. made a wish anywae.
"* **** **** *** *** **** *** *** **** ** **."
if u dunwan know it, its good.
if u wan know it, figure out urself. ^^

get onto lookout again...

next year i will get a girl to watch with me... ^^

2009-11-16T23:57:00.001+08:00

1st time slp this early for maybe like this year? lol... training resumes.. ^^ hope dont get injured again, n even if do, hope recover be4 thurs...

2009-11-15T00:04:00.002+08:00

sian sia... pulled my leg tendon during friday warm up. the training was very relaxing. but be4 the start of training, already no feel liao. somemore pull dao left leg. then totally sian diao liao.. after training still okay, then come home liao, suddenly cant even bend the leg.. rather hop on 1 leg. slp half way roll around also will wake up... injuries just keep coming, be4 it heal, another 1 come by. 2ml going down training, but dont think will be following wat others are training bah. th equipment key with me, cant dont go...

NEXT WEEK GO SHOPPING!!!!

2009-11-11T20:18:00.002+08:00

slp till not so shuang this morning. NOT ENOUGH SLP!!! dragged myself out of bed at 9.20, when lecture suppose to start at 8.00... but the lecturer din mark attendance though.. ^^ went for physics tutorial, slacked 2 hrs.. if not for its a lecturer that im 熟 with, i wont even bother going. too slack liao, pon too much liao, but, lectures just cant take it. have been quite attentive in class for the past 2 days, coz, i din bring my psp. haha.
2ml got 3rd year assembly need go help out. somehow got scammed, thought could get a sp t-shirt, but haven heard anything yet. anywae, its free buffet 2ml.. haha. can c a lot of seniors from different courses 2ml.. cool.. can go c zhar bor also, but might be very disappointing coz, its SEEE after all.

2009-11-10T23:57:00.002+08:00

wah... ivp no blue belt.. looking forward to it since 1st year.. n now no blue belt.. must go next grading liao, go already also dunno if can make it in time. haizz. some more, brow belt so many old bird, how to win sia.. blue at least goot some sort of confidence, brown is like gg. i wan go fight feather leh. but, seriously must start to lose weight liao. must lose 1 full cat leh. not easy. PPLE PLS JIO ME GO RUNNING!!!!
blisters faster get better, ankle pls dont trouble me. i wan get a medal at least.
JUST THOUGHT OF THIS WHILE TYPING!!!!
welter brownbelt no fighter? liwei has been getting gold medal for quite some times.
but i wan get medal through my own capability. train hard rest hard heal hard. end of this sem. there are really a lot of things i wan to accomplish.. A LOT!!! i want to achieve all...

2009-11-08T23:08:00.002+08:00

feeling damn fucked up, no mood to do anything. dont ask me y, i just want to slp and dont wake up again. awaiting a better 2ml, but nvr seen it coming once. y is life always the same. no mood to watch soccer, n i think later i would just star at the computer screen. 2ml is a long day of school and i totally dont feel like going. things nvr go the way i want them to. always comply with it but hard to accept it. wanted to study 2day, but mood all gone. wanted to get gpa 4.0 for this sem, lost my sight. in a few more hrs, the surrounding would be quiet n it would be the perfect time to think things out. i dont even have the mood to close my eyes, hope that this feeling would go away soon. experienced it so many times but it keep coming back. just fuck off and dont let me experience it again.

2009-11-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

ahahaha... my updating frequency is now 1 week per update.. damn long lah.

1st time i listen in PCEM class leh. damn happy suddenly it feels so easy for the 1st time. maybe last time too. my motivation to study is dropping. feeling of lagging behind in the few core modules.. haizz

still nothing interesting in my life, when will i get something for me to post about.. very long nothing special liao. maybe 19th nov will have soem things.. ahahaha.. cant wait for that day. hope my feet recover fast.. ^^

p.s. wan go running in school any days available...

2009-11-01T16:40:00.003+08:00

ahahaha.. life is kind of boring.. not really much to look forward to right now.. injured my feet again, but still, went for training.. cant even stand properly now.. LIFE IS BORING!!!!!! i wan go IVP i wan my cheque i wan lose weight also...

2009-10-24T21:58:00.003+08:00

1 week of school gone. 14 more to go. good start with the sem, lectures are all bored as usual, tutorials are more fun as usual, maths is for poning, as usual too. went je library to study 2day. nvr so hard working be4. its only the 1st week and i covered most of what i learnt 2day. INCLUDING MATHS!!!! so proud of myself.

my muscle ache gone le. FINALLY. but 2ml got running, hopefully its more relax than last time de relax. im gaining weight also sia.. no idea y. eating less slp sufficient gain weight, eat less slp less, also gain weight. eat more no need say. confirm gain weight. haizz. reaching 80.. wtf.. must go on conversion plan. fats into muscle. GO GYM!!!

my hair looks funny =(

2009-10-18T23:35:00.002+08:00

training getting less n less pple.. sian... 2day only 5 pple. nvm lah.. got a lot feel back le.. wahahahahahaha.. i got a fan de wor... friday training in school training half way, a xiao mei mei walk by, then clapped the hand n said " hao li hai wor" OMG!!!!! wat is this.

School starting 2ml looking forward to cing classmates.. ahaha. SEM GPA 4.0 JY!!!

2009-10-14T01:12:00.003+08:00

SPTKD CHALET WAS FUN!!!!
2 days 1 nite only, but a lot of joy n laughter. bbqing, eating, drinking, oching, pranking, talking. just too much fun. not a lot pple stayed overnight though, and at 7am, there was only a few pple left. y do i always end up preparing a lot of food when bbqing, maybe its becoz that i hog to the pit, haha.
din get to drink much, drinkers are happily drinking, n im bbqing for a lot pple. in the end drank only 2 cups. 1 martel + green tea, n 1 martel.
went och at 3am, omg, damn scary at 1st. nvr go inside be4. got ahfat there to zhuang dan, and got some1 beside me keep wanting to hold my hand coz he scared, make me ego, keep wanting show i not scared. only after entering the lobby le, then i completely not scared already. went to 1 wing of the building, ahfat say the other wing got a lot of dunno wat, then nvr go. ITS DARK, but its full of life, coz got really a lot pple there. ahfat tried to scare us, but instead scared another dunno from where de grp off running away.
prank on dax. he was the 1st victim, but dont worry johnboy, jw n me also tio. details are M18 n shall not be posted. joanna was busy being the camera man though.

gs n ljy shld be sleeping on mount KK now.. sounds very exciting sia, camping on a mountain. wish them safe trip down the mountain.

classmates are coming back.. woohoo, long time nvr c them le. they sure will bring back hao liao. next week will be a good week. only that for the coming sem, i cant pon a lot things, coz very shou with the lecturers. haiz. n y is my gems on thursday morning. a nice morning that can usually slp till 9 now need wake up at 7. haiz. buck up for next sem, maybe still can get the 1250 contract for next year.

2009-10-07T01:05:00.003+08:00

my right wrist went *crack* 2day. thought my left arm was bad enough, now got another injury. cant find my form, cant do proper kicking.

project going on well for 2day. if everyday like that, maybe nov jiu can finish it le? really want to c the results.. haha. next week shld have timetable le. want get danny for aircraft maintenance and mike for physics, then lessons will be more fun. dont give me the teacher who invigilated the CEM paper for CEM, its a sure gg lesson when im already doing so badly at it. waiting for new sem to start, coz can pon again!!!! itp cant pon, or maybe its dunwan pon. so many things lie ahead waiting for me.. ^^

2009-10-06T00:33:00.002+08:00

holidays are only left with 2 weeks.. nvr really slacked this holiday.. not a lot of enjoyment (not saying that itp its not enjoying) project still not far from start. 2ml components are coming in. omg, 3 weeks for taht 1 spoilt ic chip. !$@!@$!%!%^@#^@ it is sure slow. but its okay, 1 more year to work on if wan go spinovex. 5 months if wan get laptop. haizz.

2009-10-05T00:59:00.002+08:00

wah.. nvr train until so jia lat be4.. run finish 3 rounds around the stadium too me 6 mins, right after that, my whole left leg numb. then do 80m sprint. 4 times　jitao killing me le. then do 400m sprint. really bui tahan liao sir drag me back. lol. staircase training 1st set of 5 set still okay. managed to pull through. single leg de jiu give up liao. vomited out, but swallow back be4 i even knew it. then keep feeling like got something stuck in my throat. the gg feeling, make me feel damn sux. din train anymore after that. haizz. condition dropping despite more training. 1 training worse than the next. dunno how i going to fight for ivp.

abdominal muscle and thigh muscle still aching. haizzz how gg can i get.

2009-10-03T20:10:00.002+08:00

Woo hoo.. went science center 2day.. went for the competition briefing (the name too long liao... nvr remember wat issit)... got confidence in winning the laptop n cash prizes for overall liao.. wahahahahaha.. got confident to make use it for fyp and go spinovex liao.. ^^ wahahahaha... damn happy. finally got the helicopter to start spinning yesterday.. ^^

yesterday de training was too hiong for me liao. train abdominal muscle train like siao.. n kicking do like siao.. now my stomache n thigh ache like hell. 2ml still got training.. but maybe these can give me 6 pack.. woohoo.. a skinny yishun.. omg. train hard. friendly with np coming, wish to get my back thrust working for the day, must ask sir XD for special menu le. IVP!!!!!! YZ!!!!!!!

wan change blogskin, any1 willing to help?

2009-09-30T00:11:00.002+08:00

haizzz.. already got some wierd wierd feelings abt this oitp... thats y talked a lot to my classmates about china.. then this kind of things happen... not some1 close to me, but neither is he far.. dunno wat went wrong..

4th weeks into the itp le. Log book still empty.. i im like damn screwed with the project. dunno wtf was i doing.. burnt my 2nd board for the project already, and slowing the teams progress by a lot. feel damn bad. then my mood these few weeks affected by a lot of things.. making me damn emo. haizz.. something seriously wrong

anywae.. thursday going dinner wondering wat to wear.. i seriously cant think of anything to wear lah.. guess it shld be formal, but i dun have any formal wear.. haha.. c how bah.. still got 1 more day to think...

2009-09-23T23:26:00.002+08:00

EXAM RESULTS ARE HERE!!!!!

Singapore Polytechnic 2009/2010 S1 Examination Results

Student ID: 0814003
Name: XIONG YISHUN

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
---------------------------------
LC922S - 2 - A
ET0906 - 5 - A
MS5266 - 4 - B
LC0318 - 2 - B+
ET0905 - 4 - B+
ET0423 - 4 - B+
ET0429 - 5 - B+

SEMESTER GPA: 3.521
CUMULATIVE GPA: 3.61

ALLOWED TO CONTINUE IN THE COURSE

not good, but okay, considering the fact that i din even bother to do anything in school. mug for 2 weeks for the whole sem for this result. next sem, Must get 4.0
most surprising is my OOP got B+ despite the fact that the final assessment was so bad that the lecturer gave me 4 qns for interview n i can ans none. like i said be4 also, MCT is just another DE, simple to score, and got an A. haha.. the worst thing is that, its filled with B+.. damn sian.. like 2 or 3 marks jiu can go to A de like that. work hard next sem.. stage A is easier.

Singapore Polytechnic 2009/2010 S1 Examination Results

Student ID: 0814003
Name: XIONG YISHUN

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
---------------------------------
MS8111 - 4 - D+

SEMESTER GPA: 1.5
CUMULATIVE GPA: 1.5

ALLOWED TO CONTINUE IN THE COURSE

PCEM OMG... i improved 2 grades.. from D- to D+ LOL.. haha.. dunno good or bad that i din fail.. i wanted to drop but now it passed, still have to study. i always thing that a cert with D is worse off then not having a cert.. so wats the point of getting this cert.

my class so many imba de students. 4.0 got dunno how many. like that i how to get top 10% and get my money next year. shall try my best next sem!!!

2009-09-17T23:09:00.002+08:00

wah.. damn long nvr properly post le.. since the start of the ITP, im like so sian liao.. Doing RC helicopter, then need to integrate some stuff into the original 1.
when flew the heli for the 1st time the blade broke... replaced and then flew the next day... everything went very well. 3rd day started taking the parts apart, and then take measurements. SHORT CIRCUITED!!! the whole 3-in-1 mixer, which also provides power for the whole heli burnt.. knn. ordered the parts. supposed to come on monday. that guy drag till 2day. then 2day nvr get.. he forgot.. wth. 2ml going out to buy.

anywae. new subject for ITP. do e learning stuff.. converting ppt to text and another chapter text to ppt. it totally sux. i wonder who came about having ppt on the lecture notes and then wat is written i totally cant understand. thats my best chapter in the text and it phrasing is like shit. some more jump here jump there. until.... aiya.. the whole thing very messy lah...

2nd week going to be gone. 1/3 of the time gone.. everyday not enough sleep. nvr do work at home, nvr play either, very low concentration every weekday. tuesday de mod grading, i actually did my pattern wrong 2 times. and it was my IVP pattern.. >.< damn sianed. cant wait for a nice 10 hr sleep on sat.. only 1 night coz the other night watch soccer.. =.=

got my 1TB seagate last sat also.. but its already going to be full.. omg.. but its okay lah.. coz the other 2 almost clear le...

2009-09-12T03:15:00.000+08:00

i'm lazy to blog...
helicopter screwed.. speed controller burnt, doesnt fly anymore.. wait till next monday for parts. 2ml spending $149 on a 1T hard disk...

2009-08-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!! y they nvr bar me from my PCEM paper. it would be such a great excuses to drop pcem.. haizz..
correct 31 marks.. blank 33 marks. the rest hope got some working marks.. i need 47 marks to pass. OMG OMG OMG

2009-08-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

SIAN!!!!!!!!!
EMO!!!!!!!!!!
SAD!!!!!!!!!!
EXCITED!!!!!!
LOST!!!!!!!!!
DYING!!!!!!!!
FAILING!!!!!!
DISCOURAGED!!
JEALOUS!!!!!!
REGRETS!!!!!!

HECK!!!! these will all be gone as time passes by...

2009-08-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

whampoa 2day.. got gold, something to celebrate for the team. but 2day i damn fucked up. i dunno wat the hell i have been doing be4. ball foot no ball foot. stupid left feet. that time spar with wayne, the clash with his elbow was super long ago lah. y just u cant give a proper ball foot. its not as if the pain is unbearable when doing ball foot. n only requires 3 of them. the damn foot just dont give my ball foot. i believe that u are the one who caused me to be so singled legged now. stance all damn sucks. even sir also say that the steps too big. n i know its really big.. n y the hell have i been doing these 2 days when i self train at home. go step on the competition ground, leg keep shaking. a simple front kick also can lose balance.. and its like the whole step just go off. a simple punch, easy enough rite, can punch and shake.
seriously i think that we won not coz we pro.. is coz others not as good. just feel that i dragged the team down 2day. pple talk to me, but when i not happy with myself, it just wont work. haizz.. feel very dui bu qi to sir cc, sir johnboy, and my teammates. all got so much confidence in us.. what gold medal team lah, what got high expectations. i also have high expectations, but it just sucks to screw up at the most crucial moment. anywae.. this marks the end of poomsae. Sparing competitions to come up 1 by 1.

to train to be 2 footer, next time spar with sir xinde must tell him this:
spar with him at 60%, for every right turning kick initiated attack, give me a 100% kick. for every non scoring right turning kick, give me a 100% headshot. for every shld initiate attack which i stood still, give me 100% kick.
train hard for sparing. not to drop below my expectations again. dropping below my expectation is the only thing that can piss me off it think. nvr again...

2009-08-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

wah. i have been eating so much recently. spending more than $10 just on food alone everyday. omg.. im stress!!! 2 papers next tues and i got no clue of wat the notes are talking about. PCEM throw 1 side le, as usual. pass or fail doesnt matter. i got the urge of studying, but just could not bring myself to sit down and study. not really got distractions unless taking training as one. cannot cannot.. must start doing papers liao...

whampoa this sat, and i'm losing my form. stress sia. somemore got philippinos de team.. EVEN MORE STRESS!! MY LEFT LEG REFUSE TO USE BALL due to the clash with wayne. EVEN EVEN MORE STRESS!! gs de ankle got injury also. EVEN MUCH MORE STRESS!! praying hard that everything will be okay on that day. a gold medal will do.

today roy say that ivan giving us budget for the competition. condition is MUST BRING BACK MEDAL!!!!
ADDING ON TO ALL THE STRESS THAT ARE ALREADY AROUND!!!

GEMS essay due on friday, and i haven got a topic to write on yet!
IT CAME AT WRONG TIME!

So many things needs to be done yet undone, that is so not like me..
today de sparing was totally off. its even worse than how i was half a year ago. yesterday was good. 2day just drop like hell. so not like me...

2009-08-11T00:55:00.001+08:00

another weekend at home gone to project.. damn sian lah.. last week jiu want start studying de.. then now have start.. think havve to wait until after thursday liao.. wed de lab test also haven study.. tomorrow night must chiong.

STUPID FACEBOOK GIVING ME PROB!!!

stress stress stress stress...

2009-08-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

STUDY MOOD!!!! 3 more weeks to SEM EXAM. so looking forward to it since all the modules are sem long. after this exam, can really enjoy this holiday. although doing itp, but nothing to catch up after the break.

chiong ar... 3 weeks to study.

2009-07-29T20:24:00.004+08:00

AH FAT AR!!!! my arm kena kicked by u until like that... yesterday sparing kena kicked until i think elbow got sprained.. yes. ELBOW. my arm cannot even straighten out fully sia.. damn pain.. lucky whoampoa got postponed, if not really dunno wat to do.

this is the visible bruise... think ah fat popped some of my blood vessels too.

2009-07-29T00:21:00.002+08:00

Went KL for 4 days. ahahahaha.. full of energy until i reach home near 10pm. anyway. the experience was great, and learned a lot of things. My idol: the Australian guy with long hair in Bantam n lost to GS de Hye Soo.. omg. i so look up to him, will train my mentality to be like him, be4 IVP.

Din get to slp a lot.. total time slept on the trip:
train: 5 hrs,
1st night in KL: 4.5 hrs,
2nd night in KL: 3.5 hrs,
3rd night in KL: 6 hrs;

Thursday:
- set off from outram there de KTM stop.
- took the seats until woodlands, went out to do forgot wat.
- took another 3 mins to malaysia, changed to beds.
- Play Dai Di with eileen, gs, jw, jy. then later evolved into Dai Di + truth or dare, then evolved into, bian tai truth, then finally into get to know JY session.
-slept

Friday:
- woke up at KL station at 5.50am.
- checked in Hotel Sentral, 3 rooms, Guys, Girls, and Lao Das.
- ate breakfast at 8+ buffet style, not really very nice, but i just like food.
- made fun of dax. kena scolding T.T
- ate lunch, buffet again.
- trained with the fighters.
- realised i have thick skin when i stood on the sun shined concrete ground when others feel like frying their feet.
- went shopping at 4 stops away from KL Sentral. IBMA, something like that.
- nvr buy anything except food and drinks.
- went back, debrief.
- went 唐人街. bought nothing again. regreted, shld have bought shoes.
- slept.

Saturday:
- woke up at 5.30am.
- went lobby at 6.15.
- got on bus at dunno wat time
- reached the stadium and choped seats.
- took care of sir robin de video cam.
- took lots n lots n lots n lots of videos.
- took the korean demo.
- took a siao gina use head to break a lot of tiles.
- watched sparing, learned a whole lot.
- ate the very small portion of food given.
- save the details.
- went back hotel after ate dinner.
- still hungry.. very very hungry.
- debrief.
- go opposite the hotel de "restraunt eat" with sir cc, daryl n dax.
- ordered dunno wat things, its in malay n i dont get it. + tea tarik;
- took like 20 mins for it to be served.
- ordered da bao for some others, waited another 15 mins.
- ate talk slpt at 2am.

Sunday:
- woke up 5.40.
- buffet breakfast, ate nothing though.
- took bus to stadium.
- took even more sparing.
- took even even more videos. thanks to some1 hor...
- learned even even even more things.
- cheered for a lot of pple.
- went back hotel.
- went Sentral eat dinner at mac. drinks refillable.
- go back hotel play winning-11 9 with sir.
- looked for others, all lights off, thought they slept.
- went slept, and missed a lot of "GOOD stuff".

Monday:
- 8am.
- breakfast. spammed the buffet for a 3rd time.
- went shopping at some place 1 train stop away. bought a rubics cube for 79++ rm.
- ate secret receipe. serving took too much time. missed the chance to eat the cake.
- went back hotel check out, back home with bus.
- played Dai Di, soccer blah blah blah. some pple slept through, some pple got supper high.
- crossed custom.
- driver missed 1 stop.
- walked on the expressway road shoulder for 1st time, its scary. omg.
- took straight bus home.
- SLEPT.. =DD

2009-07-22T00:49:00.001+08:00

OMG.. i just realise that i skipped dinner again.. Im hungry!!!

2009-07-20T21:42:00.002+08:00

had a lot wierd wierd de dreams these few days.. omg.. coz lack of slp? coz too "stress"? coz too sian? nvm... dreams sweet dreams..

train patter again n again.. losing form.. losing focus.. SIAN... nvr eat dinner, coz eating alone very sian.. OMG, even thats a reason. okay nvm. suddenly a lot projects to do. quite stressed. lucky got all those aizai aizai de group members.

AIRCRAFT SEVO MECHANISM: 3 honor roll. kim, roy, chia liang
OOP: 1 honor roll. CK
AEF: 1 honor roll. CK again.
EM PBL: 1 honor roll CK AGAIN!

things would work out somehow...

competitions closing in jy to fighters of ICTO
jy to small small, whack you, mushroom, n pig for Whoampoa..

2009-07-19T23:46:00.001+08:00

coop from sir xd de blog...

http://www.techdreams.org/general/total-solar-eclipse-on-july-22nd-2009-–-the-most-powerful-eclipse-of-the-year-2009/2658-20090625

2009-07-19T21:46:00.002+08:00

went grading today. omg.. its like so little pple lah.. it ended super early 2day. thing is becoz of the green belt de incident. after grading like 11 am. then go guardian buy 1st aid the thing. go mac play poker with mh and jw. we very thick skin leh.. sitting inside max play kena caught liao, we go outside de seats continue.. lol. aiya.. weekdays with nothing really to do just go out go here go there do this do that really sian.. 4 more days go KL.. YAY must enjoy myself for that 4 days..

2009-07-16T22:49:00.003+08:00

SERIOUSLY FEEL FUCKED UP ABOUT PIC18F4550. WHAT THE FUCK IS POSTSCALER AND WHAT THE FUCK DOES IT DO. SEE THE 400++ PAGES OF DATASHEET SEE UNTIL DULAN LIAO STILL DONT GET AN ANS.

2009-07-13T00:11:00.001+08:00

another week passed.. omg.. going to KL is just 2 weeks away... please let me survive this 2 weeks in poly and dont get quarentine. anytime after that is okay.

training desprately for whoampo. like nearly everyday training lah.. haizz. no choice. 3 weeks away.. must chiong.. learned 1 completely new pattern in like 15 mins. thats after watching the video for more than 10X. omg.. i'm so talented. my toe like tearing up le. old injury becoz of training keep stacking n stacking.. nvr got better at all. haizz.

omg.. 2day damn full..
40 steamed dumpling, 40 fried dumpling
6 bowls of kuay chap(3 pple)
1 dunno wat meat ball soup
lots of sugar cane drink..
total 6 pple

CORRECTION TO AH FAT: 6 bowls hor.. 6!!!

thats jut for lunch.. then got wat desserts.. haizz. spent so much time to lose weight, like that jiu gain back le.. emo..

2009-07-08T01:50:00.003+08:00

JIAYAO HAS HIS BDAY PRESENT SETTLED FOR NEXT YEAR.
THIS IS WAT HE HAS BE LONGING FOR~~

2009-07-02T23:34:00.002+08:00

ANCHORPOINT DUNHAVE RUBIC'S ICON!!!!!
wasted 40 mins getting down the bus, walk to the mall, search for the shop, then walk back to bus stop. got myself a $1 hotdog at IKEA next door though.

2days paper was amazing.
MCT:
I attended all lectures, but either slpt through or play psp or nds.
I attended all practicals, but again play through.. ck did all the work.
I attended all tutorials, each lasting 10 mins at most. nvr ever did my tutorial.
I started studying on bus 2day 30 mins to chinatown, and 1 hr be4 the exam start.

So practically, i spend 1n half hrs, maybe + the tutorial lessons, 6 X 10 mins,
a total of 2.5 hrs on this module. the paper is of no prob. know = know, dunno = dunno. but pretty confident. it was suppose to last till 7pm. i walked out at 6.13pm. i reached home while the others are still sitting down waiting for the last half hr of the paper.

MCT so sounds like DE!!! starting to like this module.

2009-07-02T01:02:00.002+08:00

MST coming to an end(actually just half way, but it will be gone in the blink of the eyes). A lot thing coming up, must work hard. lost momentum in studies due to the 3 weeks holidays which felt like 3 years. dont think will do very well, but still aim form sem GPA 4.0.

things be4 the next sem:
Grading(wan get double)
PA
ICTO
Whoampoa
THERE COMES EXAM AGAIN!!!
ITP (shld be in school to start on the hope-can-take-as-fyp de dunno wat competition)

NEXT SEM WILL BE BETTER!!!!

2009-06-30T23:49:00.003+08:00

Saw Rubic's touch on a magazine 2day in the library.. interest came back. i will start training after my mst ends ^^..

seen this very long ago.

will get it some day.. cost $30, but i wan to collect it.. wahahahaha. anchorpoint bloomington..

My previous records 1 year ago:
2X2: 16 secs
3X3: 34 secs
4X4: 6 mins 10 secs( no speedcubing)

3X3 average: 44 secs

shall improve on that.

2009-06-29T19:33:00.002+08:00

My 1st paper WAN DAN LE!!! a lot mistakes, and my 10 mcq qns got no "A"s T.T 2ml is maths WAN DAN LE also.. not prepared at all.. only thing that i can be happy abt now is that i mistook pcem paper is this week when it actually is next week. 2nite must chiong EM 2ml not going school so early liao.. must get enough sleep.

2009-06-29T08:57:00.004+08:00

wah. every time exam or test de time jiu come to school study early in the morning. my msn contact got only like 6 pple online. i'm so hard working. as usual, the day be4 each paper is when u learn the most thing. OOP shld have no problem getting a B bah.. i think. pray hard that the paper is easy.

I'm even more stress now with the fact that i dont have a thermometer, 8 years ago that 1 dunno put where liao.. school got sell, dunno where to buy. 7-11 $13 too ex. haha. later be4 the paper then c wat can be done.

will be going to collect check later. the 1050 scholarship. ^^can go eat buffet le.. wahahaha..

*edit: pple who dont c ur photo with ur link get me a photo okay?*

2009-06-27T19:45:00.003+08:00

omg.. i'm mugging. i feel even more stress than be4 taking o level lah. OOP is killing me man.. used to be OOP = Games, now.. 2 more days to the paper, chionging like crazy. my plan was to study 2 days for 1 paper and i have like 6 papers.. =.= work so much until everyday can only reach home after 12. then wake up go work again. haiz.

2ml going school to continue chionging. there is one paper that i'm quite confident in.. n.. its the last paper. last day of test will be great. ^^ looking forward to next friday.

2009-06-22T01:55:00.002+08:00

i actually doubt if there is 1% of the pple who are really scared of the H1N1. wat are the 80+% pple thinking. (i am one of them)

2009-06-21T22:06:00.002+08:00

haizz.. another week gone to waste.. nvr study at all.. SRY CK!!! for dragging the PBL which i have still yet to do.. LOL

yesterday missed the scholars outing. a very good reason is that i have no money. =.= last time everyt1 together was like exactly 1 year ago? lol.. dont worry, friiday will get to c them together with the money.. wahahaha. just 2 more weeks to bare, then no more mental n physical stress le. get my $300++ pay, MST over.. wahahaha.

2ml going to work full day. hope for some other fish, mekajiki, or maguro both ar fine, but then, got salmon is better than nothing.. TKD de pple lets wat after ur PA and ICTO we go eat buffet after sunday training.. ^^ i wan eat buffet...

2009-06-19T03:20:00.002+08:00

Oooo.. i ate 14 pieces of salmon sushi just now.. off work liao got a lot left, get to eat. ^^.. monday after work got a whole lot of teriyaki salmon and chicken to eat also. ^^ chionged 22 hrs of work this week liao, n im dying. like to work afternoon coz not a lot of pple. like to work night coz after work can eat.. wah.. shld i be lazy or go for the food??? like that chiong, next month i will get a lot a lot of money.. wahahhaha.. then can start on my driving le.

National Poomsae over on sunday le. got a silver though dont really feel proud of it. talk abt the good things 1st. scored higher than 8 pple n lost to 1. practiced for only like 3 weeks and got a silver, managed to stone for 1 whole day from 8am to 11.30pm eating nothing and going through 2 rounds of competition. maybe thats all the things i can be proud of. in a competition, its not abt competing with others, its abt winning urself. despite the encouragement of sirs and mdms and seniors, still........ haizz. i know that i could have done better, it was a whole lot off compared to normal trainings. timing got screwed, movement got screwed. managed not to be tooo nervous the second round, did much better than 1st, but still, concentration and focus not there. maybe its the lack of slp, maybe its becoz of 11 hrs of stoning be4 the final round, just cannot focus. anywae, that may be the last poomsae that i would take part le.. if not, it will be whoampo.

emo....

2009-06-12T23:58:00.002+08:00

Yay.. got $20 today for being a subject of test.. so good rite.. Thx to ke li. ^^

ICTO de money mostly settle le.. finally.. national poomsae coming up.. train until so tired every training.. but heng becoz of that, 2day nvr do squads. gd luck to pple who did for 2ml, and the day after, and the day after.

OMG just read up.. my cat got 3 ngee ann de.. scared sia. its okay, i believe in sp.. aim for gold or silver, depending on song jun. after this competition, i will get double.. ^^

2009-06-03T21:35:00.003+08:00

siao liao wor.... my PCEM.. pon 4 weeks le.. 4 out of 7... fail attendance fail like hell.. next term cannot pon anymore. T.T my wed suffering.

Holidays are coming. BUT, I WAN FIND ANOTHER JOB!!!! i need get 500 bucks in 1 month. a $5/hr job requires 100 hrs. 8 hrs a day need like... 13 days. if cannot find must go back nihon mura chiong for the holiday. do until like hell. already got 6 hrs done. still got another 94 hrs. haizz. this sat go work another 4 hrs. then chiong through out the holidays. waiter for 90 hrs in a row is gonna kill me. any1 with a job pls kindly share with me. i prefer to sit down to suffer the 90+ hrs.

poomseh competition coming. next weekend only. haizz. every time train also so shag. keep training and training, but like no improvement. nvr properly get a medal be4. this time must get. work hard train hard. earn $500 go KL next month.

2009-05-27T01:33:00.001+08:00

OH YA!!!! 2ML DE MATCH MAN U WILL WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!